Monthly Archives: December 2015

In your bed of deceit

You were always that bright,burning beacon she saw with foolish ,ill fated ,and blinded loving emerald luminescence I was the devil she fled and left trapped in this empty bed of crucifying believing You whispered your acid in her ear … Continue reading

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Her Last Apology

Deranged and Devoted to waging war on myself My actions a repulsive wrecker in my thoughtless,selfish,troubled ,and wicked state of mind I was an incinerator hell bent on burning everything in my fucking pathetic life to the cinders of a … Continue reading

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Final Hours

You think I am so innocent and sweet That I will allow you to harm those in which I love But  make your empty promises you washed up whore Because you and that pussy you call your new beginning Stand … Continue reading

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Whispering Demon

Peril.Persuasive poses on your tattered mattress of mislead.Where you can collect the beauty remaining in the essence of my dreams. You hand me the matches and whisper deviously”Burn it all to the ground before it takes the flesh of your … Continue reading

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Make It Through

The moments taken for granted.All the years still stain the pages continually turning.So much lost in the wind come to whisper it away. Innocence in the hearth of the purest souls is choked away by indifference and change.The butterfly becomes … Continue reading

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Dirty Dealings

Marvelous.Married.Moonlight.Mortified.Malicious.So delicious are your emptied reasoning .Alibis.And somber self destructive excuses Oblivious.Obliterated.Obedient.Offbeat.Overlooked.Outrageous.So Outlandish the way you lay the blame on me when she is screaming for answering Stupidity.Sarcastic.Scratchy.Sketchy .Second Hand.Serpentine.Shadowy.Shameful.Shady Telling You try to pass of as a way to … Continue reading

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Rambling End

Burn .Slow end of a bitter.blissful.burdensome cigarette cinder Charming.Cheapening.Double meanings.Scrambled phrases in stone shut gazes glaring gore Colorless.Critical.Calculating.Late night losing in the musings of a final fallout in a shifting cylindrical severance sealing Damaged.Dangerous.Defensive .Deficiency in catching a new blue … Continue reading

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