Category Archives: Abuse

Swarmโšกโšก

Swarm of epic proportions starving for a vessel in which to consume among the gloomy drear of a Shakespearean graveyard scene Indulge coming crows craving my pale turquoise irises beaming a blackened fuming charr of quaint coals aflame Let the … Continue reading

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๐Ÿ‚๐Ÿ‚Resting Place๐Ÿ‚๐Ÿ‚๐Ÿƒ๐Ÿƒ

I built my resting place with tiny fragments of my own intricate frail pallidity  Hatred born from levels of a misery my broken bodice refused to escape entered through every door I left ajar Wicked moonlight reflecting upon the still … Continue reading

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Dysmorphic Translucency

Mask won’t peel away anymore.Dysmorphic translucency trampling smoothed flesh festering with fragrant maggots devouring crevices unseen  No screaming left to do.Reflection rendered unseen.Just blank bleak obstruction overdone and impenetrable. This fortress I bred in my damaged,darkened,dangerous head protected by concrete … Continue reading

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Why me

Don’t call me beautiful when she hurts you with the acid rain of her reigning words  Stop sending me cryptic texts that translate to letting me in my door at 4.am. On the dot Don’t serenade me with your charismatic … Continue reading

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Not Your Prodigy

You crave muted pastels subdued For me to conceal my rot To tuck the foul scent of my stumbling,mislead,and excess psychotic psychosis diagnosis Fake a forged smiling fable with your knife pressed to my trembling lips The flesh tender as … Continue reading

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Heavy Heart

If I could catch my heavy breathes then perhaps I could evade the trampling train of consuming life. Screaming inside.Monster crawling cruelly from my mouth agape in infinite silence.Your cyphering the air from my burning bleeding lungs .Hate me when … Continue reading

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Your Shame Game

You shame me irresponsibly and mercilessly  When will it ever be enough? What must I lose before you free me from this noose ? Words are your weapon of choice when I don’t comply in time  Hurt stretching on for … Continue reading

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