Category Archives: Contemplation

Just A Fool

Ghost, apparition, phantom, specter , haunt how have I allowed myself to fall in love with such a vampire Drained, depleted , bleary, weary, deleted sensations tinge within from the apparent fact I am mere entertainment for when you are … Continue reading

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I cut it out of me, the parts you crippled , when I let you in Promised me rose petals but all I tasted was the thorns thrashing ,watering, and weighing away putrid poisoned veins Swallow ,wallow, and wave whilst … Continue reading

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The Chamber Of Subconscious Changeover

Loathing, detestation, hostility, antipathy , and all that combusting malignity modifies maliciously Languishing in loose ended mishaps marking that scarlet letter attached within my fragrant flustered barrow detonating double meanings resting just beneath this convulsive overwrought eclipsing Beast, swine, varmint, … Continue reading

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They say I am a fragile head-case whom needs to learn how and when to forgive but they are wrong .Some assholes do not deserve my words, nor my action ,not even a damn second glance because I have spent … Continue reading

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False Hope and A Fucked Love 

He lit my world with sexual loving vast celestial skies exploding with hues of electrified pigments  How they clung to my fierce flesh like a new ball gown carved in oblivions carved mystique Seems he couldn’t get enough of my … Continue reading

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🔥 Fire ⚰️🚬

Fire in his veins  The hesitant flame burning in the core of my own soul  I could taste sweet hell upon his full lips of foolish fooling around  He knows he is the wound and when his blade pierces it … Continue reading

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Three years fading

Three years of love left discarded among the Cypress trees tangled up in slamming doors  Screaming curse words weighted in razor like hell spun among these tarnished and worn out turf tattered floors rotted forevermore All the blame clinging to … Continue reading

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