Category Archives: depression

Scarlet Hill

I withered to dust on my scarlet hill of indifference and clinically depressed contemplation  Blurred landscapes sliding , slamming,shamefully shuffling old regrets into vast,vivid,view  Is it hell or is it heaven?How the fuck will I ever know ?Is it me … Continue reading

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Three years fading

Three years of love left discarded among the Cypress trees tangled up in slamming doors  Screaming curse words weighted in razor like hell spun among these tarnished and worn out turf tattered floors rotted forevermore All the blame clinging to … Continue reading

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Airbrush Adequate

Adequacy,suitability,and aptitude in a constructed caste of synopsis abridgement  Sycophant syllabus aligned by symmetrical standards symbolic  Flawed ,outlandish,strange,and uniquely formed cast out by considerable shunning quashing Airbrush over uneven skin,thinning out eccentric personality,modify the lips,straigten and skim the size of … Continue reading

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Depressive Presence

I used to want to smile at passerbys with a hint of gennuine glee but all those bridges became infernos of persistent depression Voices violating my innocent mind until it was petrified neath depths of murky malicing hell Under my … Continue reading

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Misanthropic Introvert

Loner, Introvert, Misanthropic mess weaved by hidden splices of friendless,uninhabited inner forests  Stretching on and on amongst the scarlet dawning jilted, cold,unfeeling,heartless harvest clawing crackling crevices unrelished Devoid rejection resignating ,roaring, and rewiring this madness laid out glaringly,sullenly,and gloweringly before … Continue reading

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Beautiful

Posted in Beauty, Betrayal, Cold, Contemplation, Cruel, Dark, depression, Emotion, Emotionless, Emotions, Forbidden Romance, Heartache, Heartbreak, Hell, Hopelessness, Hurt, Imprisonment, life, Loss, Love, Misery, Pain, passion, Poetic, Poetry, Sadness, Suffering | Leave a comment

The Brutal Revealing

I remember the shattering,shaming,souring moment of my young life.The cracking of your overwhelming voice at the end of the receiver.How hot tears slowly swept across my flushed cheeks until they gushed violently from my sore saddened glacial irises.It was the … Continue reading

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