Category Archives: depression

The Beginning Of It All

Snapshots shuttering chaos cursing in my head  Burning imagery stapled ,woven, and stitched upon the complexity complexion tattooing my pound of flesh  Conscious free-falling from that fissure fascinated by chemical in-balancing blasting canyons reminiscing my colluded catatonic state  I cast … Continue reading

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Darker Times In The Rabbit Hole

Innocent, naïve, pure-hearted, unblemished, and untainted to the true acute, cutthroat , hellish, and woeful blows fate would soon deliver Burning, crashing, crumbling, corroding , wasting universe where the first cut was so savagely, ferociously, uproariously, coarsely given Dejection, rejection, … Continue reading

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Hurricane 🖤🚬⚰️

You  Hurricane hellishly spinning severingly throughout every foundation I beautifully built as a shrine to our souring relationship  The car crash obliterating all I was with my naive bright eyed bountiful hopes & dreams  Gnashing nails from cryptid ,cracking ,and … Continue reading

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Scarlet Hill

I withered to dust on my scarlet hill of indifference and clinically depressed contemplation  Blurred landscapes sliding , slamming,shamefully shuffling old regrets into vast,vivid,view  Is it hell or is it heaven?How the fuck will I ever know ?Is it me … Continue reading

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Three years fading

Three years of love left discarded among the Cypress trees tangled up in slamming doors  Screaming curse words weighted in razor like hell spun among these tarnished and worn out turf tattered floors rotted forevermore All the blame clinging to … Continue reading

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Airbrush Adequate

Adequacy,suitability,and aptitude in a constructed caste of synopsis abridgement  Sycophant syllabus aligned by symmetrical standards symbolic  Flawed ,outlandish,strange,and uniquely formed cast out by considerable shunning quashing Airbrush over uneven skin,thinning out eccentric personality,modify the lips,straigten and skim the size of … Continue reading

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Depressive Presence

I used to want to smile at passerbys with a hint of gennuine glee but all those bridges became infernos of persistent depression Voices violating my innocent mind until it was petrified neath depths of murky malicing hell Under my … Continue reading

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