Category Archives: Poetic Essay

The Brutal Revealing

I remember the shattering,shaming,souring moment of my young life.The cracking of your overwhelming voice at the end of the receiver.How hot tears slowly swept across my flushed cheeks until they gushed violently from my sore saddened glacial irises.It was the … Continue reading

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Heavy Heart

If I could catch my heavy breathes then perhaps I could evade the trampling train of consuming life. Screaming inside.Monster crawling cruelly from my mouth agape in infinite silence.Your cyphering the air from my burning bleeding lungs .Hate me when … Continue reading

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Him

He won’t leave this garden of hellish passionate pain  The sting of dark whiskey won’t wash this devil of a man out of my fogged head

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Illusions

I often wonder if it is real..the sea of lies ..the world forever spinning..is any of the vague patterns of the universe truly attainable or are we all illusions plagued by eternal internal confusion.Our brains just instruments of happy smog … Continue reading

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Falling and Failing

Break your stones little angel.Feel the weight crush your crow crouched wings until the feathers mat with your dripping blood.The tendrils in your hardened heart begin to part as the ice shatters in sync with tethers of your tainted soul.Halo … Continue reading

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Fuck YOU!!!!Cheating Bastard

I still collect faded photographs of you and I sit here in your sweater just staring into the cruel lies you played a part so well in.The mascara running down my face reminds me of how ignorant I was to … Continue reading

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The Way I used to love you

You made me believe in all those sweet dreams. But when it all went bad suddenly I started seeing a side of you favoring treason. My heart began bleeding silently. Blood your blinded eyes could not see. Every breathe in … Continue reading

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