Category Archives: Wondering

Heavy Heart

If I could catch my heavy breathes then perhaps I could evade the trampling train of consuming life. Screaming inside.Monster crawling cruelly from my mouth agape in infinite silence.Your cyphering the air from my burning bleeding lungs .Hate me when … Continue reading

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Cooling Bed.Love Dies Slow.Passion almost Dead

Tonight I cannot sleep through this silent bewildering hoping you will see Blinded hazel so hollow cut to the empty core of this loveless sore Teal recalls the scarlet burning of a passion deceased Temptation echoes in another’s arms anchoring … Continue reading

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Watch and Unfold the Bittered Behold 

Watch it weathering tediously to leathery rippling rain  Behold the irreversible notion of neurotic changelings metamorphosisizing into metabolic markings  Share shame,swallow shallowing blame,and play the devils gratifying games gorging on silent secondaries  See the mercenaries make way for the carcass … Continue reading

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No more 

Sometimes when the darkness comes rapturing in I plead for it to pull me in  Neath it’s neverending tides washing away all signs of significant life  I scream for the pale frailty death offers in one fragile fleeting final violent … Continue reading

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Fucking True💀

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Fears Here

Morning sunlight seeping through clanking, cluttered, catastrophies  Voice hoarsely hearkening a familiar soul baptized in the blood of the artic  cold  Weightlessness yet heavily burdening blows render helpless havoc  Where reality really never exists in such a carcass abyss sparing … Continue reading

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Hours of Illusive Inconclusive 

Questionnaire of dared shares seperation anxiety  Deceiving rift fails and feeds detailed derailed hell hearkening desperate despair Begging for just a hushed touch but electricity disturbeth thickening threatening air  Menacing malice made creatures swim my tormented psyche  Choking on haunting … Continue reading

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