Category Archives: Wondering

Daydream

Painted skies far from here Where the loneliness, vacancy , depression, anxiety, and insomnia can no longer congeal ,penetrate, and persuade isolating A dimension draped with salmon backdrops accompanied by translucent, luminescent, lavish moon tides swaying comfortably at dusk Blanket … Continue reading

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WHO ARE YOU NOW ,BABY?

I cut it out of me, the parts you crippled , when I let you in Promised me rose petals but all I tasted was the thorns thrashing ,watering, and weighing away putrid poisoned veins Swallow ,wallow, and wave whilst … Continue reading

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🔥 Fire ⚰️🚬

Fire in his veins  The hesitant flame burning in the core of my own soul  I could taste sweet hell upon his full lips of foolish fooling around  He knows he is the wound and when his blade pierces it … Continue reading

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Three years fading

Three years of love left discarded among the Cypress trees tangled up in slamming doors  Screaming curse words weighted in razor like hell spun among these tarnished and worn out turf tattered floors rotted forevermore All the blame clinging to … Continue reading

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Characteristic Transformation:Thrumming Rage

The sore grew into a malevolent coil crusading a characteristic  transformation A passive response would not be rendered from my viciously unsettling soul for the storm wrought to great a toll The wound split splice in serious contemplating crude rage … Continue reading

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Heavy Heart

If I could catch my heavy breathes then perhaps I could evade the trampling train of consuming life. Screaming inside.Monster crawling cruelly from my mouth agape in infinite silence.Your cyphering the air from my burning bleeding lungs .Hate me when … Continue reading

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Cooling Bed.Love Dies Slow.Passion almost Dead

Tonight I cannot sleep through this silent bewildering hoping you will see Blinded hazel so hollow cut to the empty core of this loveless sore Teal recalls the scarlet burning of a passion deceased Temptation echoes in another’s arms anchoring … Continue reading

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