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False Hope and A Fucked Love 

He lit my world with sexual loving vast celestial skies exploding with hues of electrified pigments  How they clung to my fierce flesh like a new ball gown carved in oblivions carved mystique Seems he couldn’t get enough of my … Continue reading

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Rupturing Scar

You are etched on every stone wall in this hollow heart of mine like hieroglyphics heating rupturing erupting wounds A captive to cowering neath this thinning veil of apparent transparency trapping my foolish faults of faith in your return But … Continue reading

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Stress

You bleed for a forgiveness you cannot foresee Breathing in the hinted passing of a penetrative era of enamored eternity Buried by your brutal hands covered in your own life blood Flowing carcass bestowed in your own memorial of mayhem … Continue reading

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Her Last Apology

Deranged and Devoted to waging war on myself My actions a repulsive wrecker in my thoughtless,selfish,troubled ,and wicked state of mind I was an incinerator hell bent on burning everything in my fucking pathetic life to the cinders of a … Continue reading

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Only Human

I lay upon this bloodied grass grasping this glass of glowering time My head filled to the brim with this seeping soul you crush with the judgement in your simple minded irises of undoing I have tried to carve perfection … Continue reading

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Stone Wall

There is a sadness in a soul that only grows…one nobody truly knows..can they see the real me neath this stone wall…do they know how much pain I hide..because I found to survive in a world of pain one must … Continue reading

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Someone They Wish They Never Knew

Break your stones little angel.Feel the weight crush your crow crouched wings until the feathers mat with your dripping blood.The tendrils in your hardened heart begin to part as the ice shatters in sync with tethers of your tainted soul.Halo … Continue reading

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